Everyday
everyday i would fly to school
everyday i would eat my captain crunch & cinnamon toast
walk out my front door
watching the toes of my saddle shoes,
i would walk down
i would walk down
the sidewalk to school
the lines metronoming my stride
like
like
playing cards on my bicycle spokes
walking along
suddenly
i would be
flying
flying
high up!
high up!
everyday i would fly to school and then home again
above the sidewalk of my cedarberry street
fall, winter, spring ... grey days or blue
clouds of elephants & rivers of current amuse
flying
effortless glide removed from
the lonely
the ache of the knowing
the ache of the knowing
the wounds of goodbye
the wind never cares if your knee socks stay up
flying
everyday
until i turned 15
and discovered
skirts
and
and
seals & crofts & boys & kisses
and the cut of the knowing & the bruise of goodbye
and
i walked to school
everyday
but oh how i still wanted to fly