There is a lawn mower mowing
a female cardinal chatting somewhere 
this July sky 
not blue
not white 
too bright 
to gaze at for any length of time 
air heavy with humidity and Baghdad's sorrow 
and 
the 
weight 
of 
forecasted 
rains 
the summer is 
wild 
fierce 
and vulnerable.  
I am dreaming of water 
not blue
not white
but too bright to look at for any length of time  
a boat … sunshine 
and those things associated with you that press against heart & bone 
the lawn mower is still mowing 
and now a wren is calling for her mate
and the rains will come