Monday, April 10, 2023

sonnet #44 ~ didn't need this

This vessel within my chest holds close
love and the twisted things I’ve created myself so  

the regret of letting you down the most 

was my own myth to dispel or grow 


love and time wasted—thrown to the winds

of wringing hands and tormented mind 

tucked in a heart whose walls paper-tiger thin 

your love and attention undefined disinclined 


easy the time when youth lies close 

easy the line between right and astray

harsh the feel of time’s weathered ghosts 

harsh the knowing of love's betray 


this vessel within my chest holds close 

love believed real was merely hope