a poem about money
Once when I was young, I fought with my father about my college education and the value of his money, the obligation to attend with an eye to the outcome; the promised wealth of a traditional degree — the one true reason for being
all the while sitting in some 5-star restaurant with my father and then-future husband
all the while sitting in some 5-star restaurant with my father and then-future husband
I protested
and
raised my banner boldly
for experience and the wealth of knowledge over the welter of wealth
over that strident traditional orient of future wealth
raised my banner boldly
for experience and the wealth of knowledge over the welter of wealth
over that strident traditional orient of future wealth
I fled in a baked-alaska of emotion to lick
my wounds and heal in the solace of my own company.
Once when I was young
I was lying in a hospital bed
mortally wounded,
split into a thousand pieces
when my father saw me for the first time,
he cried
he held my hand
he called me his always bright and shiny penny.
I could not protest
flee nor lick my wounds
flee nor lick my wounds
only surrender
to his winged promise to heal in the solace of his love